June is coming

Huhh--
fortunately, so many things have done last week..
Interact Club regrouping, 121people altogether--
it is kinda tiring, however it is responsibility and I enjoy it..
People might not know how does it really feel if they have not try to do it. =)

High table dinner '08 has been over too.
JCRC installation, the pledge, the serving manners, and many others..
So happy all have been done--
However, I realise that there will be still a lot of responsibility to be taken in the future--
including all the obstacles..

About the test--
71.1% for me is not a bad line, i guess, eventhough I know that I can do much better.
I just hope that my 34points do not trigger a 3-weeks-lecture from my sister.
I just want a happy life-- normal life-- the same holiday as what my peers have..

I have decided about the other test,
I am not going to take it.. It is all about myself overall,
Eventhough it is about matter of life or death--
I believe that if I should die, then let it be-- it was all my fault since the beginning, it's true--
Of course, I hope that I do not get the worst case--
I only can hope

Friendship kinda difficult here--
Not as simple as spelling it into f.r.i.e.n.d.s.h.i.p
also not as simple as what I have seen in Television,
--asking people to be my friend, or ask them just simply to go out together--

Family too, I hope I have a good time during this holiday,
eventhough I have realised that my mom is not there anymore,
but I will only can feel it when I am at home later--
I just afraid to face it-- this fact, facing my future.

I was considering whether I should drop my biology--
since i failed it this term--

I was talking to my Language Art teacher too--
She kinda encouraged me to study harder--
It is not like I have not study hard-- but it is really something that is impromptu.
Nobody wants to fail, so do I.
I have borrowed 4books from my school library and I guess I should start reading and enjoy them.

Tomorrow is class outing-- actually is today, haha.. early morning liao--
I need to wake my roommate up for breakfast, if I could to.
I need to go early for class outing too-- preparing everything for my classmates--
the food and etc..

Now I am going to chat with my friends in msn,
after trying to log in thousands timess--

*Note: I miss my ex-best friend... or whatever he regards me as--

With scars in my heart,
Kohar--