It has been a long time for me not writing a post in my blog. At this moment I would like to write letters for some people.
To Justin:
I am very sorry for all the wrong things that I have done in your life. I know it is very difficult for you to forgive me but I really hope you can forgive me completely. I enjoyed your companion in the past: the time you brought me to your church, the time in the car while your mom was driving, the moment you worked in my school canteen, the time you cooked a wonderful dish, the moment I visited you in your house, the time when I met you at Broadway, the tar that you made specially for me, the moment you accompanied me to buy my new phone, the lengthy smses, the left for dead that you allowed me to play in your room, and many more things that cant be mentioned here. Thanks for everything. I do not know how to apologize to you and I am really thankful to know you in my life. For your future life out there, please enjoy yourself and become a good chef. It is great that you have known what you wanted to be since you were young. All the best and I hope you will not forget me.
To Alan:
I am grateful to know you, even I only met you twice only. Good to hear that you have good friends around you. I am sorry too for bad things that I have done to you. It is really interesting to know you. You have been a very nice friend of me, being someone that always positive-minded. Thanks!
To my family members:
I am very sorry if I have let you down for many times. It is just uncountable. I might have become a bad son, a bad brother, a bad family member. I hope you all forgive me.
To my mom:
I do not know where you are. Wherever you are, I might said this only once to you: I love you. I might only hug you twice. I miss the time when you slept beside me, fed and taking care of me when I was sick. You always said that I am a good boy, I am an independent boy. I don’t know if I am one now. I am sorry if I disappointed you. I am sorry that I was not there when you went away forever. The last call that you made for me – and everything else are just a living memory in my heart now and forever. I cant stop crying now. Time flies so fast. Many things have changed without you – in our family too, including me I think. You have been a very good example for me: simple but beautiful. Thanks mom. Love you. Wish you a very good night everyday. Please do visit me anytime, I miss you so much.
To my friends:
Thank you for accompanying me most of the times- whenever it is. I might not understand how precious all of you are. Thanks for being great friends of mine.
I do not know what will happen tomorrow onwards but I hope that it will be better and I will not repeat the same mistake that I have made and stick to my promises.
