What makes me change.

I have been complaining too much--

and I know that all these problems will never end..

I have tried to solve my problems,

one by one--

and it kinda working well..

I have been observing my friends lately--

I realise that not only me that have a big problem..

I might have a big problem from my point of view,

but they also have their own

I only don't know about it.

I have changed somehow,, i guess..

in friendship matter,

I have two best friends, i guess-- in my perspective

and I hope they also consider me as they good friend.

they are J and V

I realli treasure them a lot

he is the one that motivate me to continue and move ahead

all his words are so precious for me

every single word motivates me so much--

I want to show my biggest thanks to him but

there will be no biggest way for me to show it to him.

maybe-- lifelasting friendship

organisation matter,

I relieved that I do not clench the title--

it is also because I realise they are much better than me -- to be honest

We still can work together, have fun..

and smile! =) cheer for them all--

school stuff,

time flies -- i know

time to rush them all!! haha..

my biggest problem in my life,

I know it is very difficult to get rid from it

but I try so much--

I know I still stick to it somehow--

but I know that it is not as much as before..

I will settle this big problem and erase all the neccesary.

My life after all is not a bad thing--

because of my best friends =)

I try to change myself

even people say be yourself.

because myself now is screwed up--

hope people will at least appreciate me and dont just mock me--

Miss my best friends now--

"The nights are lonely,

The days are so sad, but.."