Shut up

Sometimes we need to learn how to
shut up.
even if ceteris paribus assumption is not applied

because you do not know what is the consequences ahead of your words.

Simply just shut up.

Starting from this year,
Craziness has began.
Hunted by various invisible monsters,
Over and
Over works again.
Life - this is what you call "life".

Extremely 'great' supervisor
Extraordinary piece of work

Flung out from society;
Roasted by all of your words;
Independent wanna-be;
Extremely annoying;
Now, does this exist:
"Don't worry,
So just be happy"?

So what I shall do?
Exempting myself from society,
Live this life blindly, or
F* what have happened?

Listening to a series of melody
which gives a sense of harmony
Behind the curtain was a number of souls,
and I know some of these souls
- behind those faces lie wonderful souls

Once or twice, I oversimplify
And I start to classify
- stereotype, that's how you call it
Today they have proved it:
that I am totally wrong about it

Then the intermission has ended
Everything has to be resumed
What I want is to restart
A whole new chart
from my ex-wicked heart

I saw them performing
but Im not sure if they saw me watching
All of these are just self-initiative;
Some are responsive, appreciative
The rest are just indifferent.

Post activity is at the opposite road
Merging the unusual roads
- this seldom happens
Sitting with some cliche so-called friends:
never know that might be your true friends

I write this blog in the darkness
It reflects myself, I'm hopeless
Indescribable sadness
Unidentified bottomless sources

I write this blog under my blanket
It represents my hidden heart
What I want is a ticket
to show how I should restart

I write this blog alone
It makes me feel like a stone
I hope one day there will be someone
And I hope she is the one

I write this blog on my way to school
Lately I feel I am a fool
I am used as a tool
And now I know this world is cruel

XOXO Gossip Girl

Cehh- this weekend I never do any work *diao*

Instead, I watched Gossip Girl Season 1.
It is super good. ((: love it <3
I have learnt a lot from the storyline.
Idk how to express it, just feel so good when watching.

In addition,
looking at my REAL friends around in hostel make me better.

I really dont know how to express it.
It is just an overwhelming great feeling.

NDP is today! I go watch the preview with fellow boarders and hostel staff.
*as well as enjoying the food and drinks provided*

Dash -

Few days ago, as usual, it was a morning devotion.
Interestingly, that day the topic caught my attention.
The speaker was not very convincing however, the content is really meaningful.

She was talking about dash (-)
Short, seems useless.
but it has a lot of meaning inside
1991 - xxxx
The dash is placed between my years.
The dash is created by me and at the end of the day, when xxxx has come, people will reflect back and see how what we have done to our dash.

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There was a short story shared inside a book that I have just bought "Why simplify?"

A race in a marathon is very easily completed by a runner who usually never win.
When he is asked by the reporter, he answered:
"before i run this race, i have recce this area and memorise the sign post. Then I run to each sign post that I have remembered. I break down this race to many small races. Hence, I feel this marathon is not very long."
This is the same as our life. We can settle things one by one. And ensure that we had seen the big picture of what we are going to do and be a forward-looking person.

For example, I have done my IOP quite well.
So next is TOK and CCA stuff ((:
And at the end im out from this IB life!!
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My Life

Do you know that life is like a musical notes?
You can start off with C- goes up to D and so on..
When you reach High F, there is no more line that helps you to reach greater heights.
Creating your own line to climb up - imaginary line.
To High G, A, B and so on..
Once it disappears suddenly- you will
fall.
fall, not sure where.
maybe back to High F? or worse.

I am not sure if people do realise that friends are like # or 'b'.
They give you a latent support or pull you down.
Friends can give you as many # or 'b' as they want.
However, best friend not only gives you # to reach greater heights
but
they play the music that you have composed- no matter how unsound or nice it is.

Some of the time, I step on the pedal too long-
extending a particular notes to be played longer
procrastinating-
afraid to move on- up or down.

Sadly.
I have not found who is going to play my music that i have composed so far.

At the end of the day, high and low notes make a great song of life afterall.
and then, there will be a last day for us to listen our own song that we have composed.

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Robert Frost wrote, "a road diverged in a wood, and i took the one less traveled by and it has made all the difference"

He lies-
it is not always the case.
unless, the word 'difference' that he means- is not a good difference.