Thanking 2009

When i was a child, i had a high self-esteem...

i thought i am great...

i though i am all-rounded...

but as i growing older, i realised and found thousands pieces of puzzle of life...

Realising that my border for this puzzle is too small,
i enlarge my border for this pieces of puzzle.

At the end, i understand, that i am not that great but just a small portion of these puzzles.

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HEARTIEST THANKS to this following:
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My mom
I regret to only say I love you for one time. After you have gone, I couldnt say it anymore, how much i love you. Thank you so much!

My dad
Thank you for your indirect love, even you dont show it in front of me, but i understand how you feel.

My sister and brothers and all-in-laws
Thank you for your cares and supports, even our age gaps are very far.

My friends
Thank you for surrounding me.

My teachers
Thank you for educating me.

My ''uncle
Thank you for everything, networks and all the fun that you have provided.

My ''kor
Thank you for being there, you are the best and understand my situation!

All the strangers who had seen me somwhere and somehow
I love to look at you all!

***Thanks for everybody, both who are creating the ups and downs in my life.

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RECENTS
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Orientations are so boring but somehow, it gives some interesting feeling.
There are still another two weeks of orientation, starting tomorrow.
All the girls and boys from other school (express stream) will be joining us too, tomorrow.
Looking forward to know more friends (including from my previous sch too)
-- but I dont know how to have more friends. too paiseh i guess.

Was so happy when my ''kor came to Singapore.
He also introduced me to his friends. (and i got a hongbao) ROFL
It's really indescribable the feeling to have him as my ''kor.
Miss him so much.

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Sometimes I feel that people hate me so much,

maybe it is true that i am the cause of everything~
sorry if i ever hurt you. please forgive me.