This morning I didn't go to my bro's stead bday surprise party
but I went to my ex-primary school to collect my nephew n niece's report books.
It's kinda touching there..
The place is not changing at all..
Only a bit here and there..
The collection of report book is not that glamorous or whatsoever
and the theme is kinda so so.. "Thank You Father n Mother"
But when the times come I just feel sad..
Instead of their mother collects their report books, I was the one who collected them.
Perhaps it is just a nothing for me but in their point of view,
I am kinda sure that they are expecting their parents to come.. Either one, both are better.
To see some children with no parents are coming is so sad..
Pity them, I know what they feel, not exactly, but at least I know..
I think I am too despo already.
Finding courage to talk to my sister?
Talk to her about my problems.. bahxx..
after few minutes thinking, i have remove that silly idea from my mind..
my two brothers?
no hope..
They are supposed to be good examples?
issit easily get angry in traffic?
or.. punctuality?
I know I am not that perfect but at least I need a figure to follow.. at least, yeah..
My alternative way is to find a friend..
Just simply a single friend..
One enough..
who really wants to know me, talk to me..
shares with me.. and have fun together..
it is impossible to hang out daily but at least I have someone in my heart..
yeah.. to talk and think about..
how wonderful it is..
Maybe its true what my counselor said that guys are hardly answer directly
that's true..
It is not easy to ask those friends to hang out together..
and
I have no idea how to get a girl..
Sometimes I am too despo to think that no girl likes me..
but sometimes I think the other way round..
Haizz.. I wonder if there is one..
Really the one..
Someone who I like, and vice versa.
Im gonna plan my schedule for this week until having my way back to lovely Singapore
including doing essay..
reading novels..
locking myself in the room..
and..
finding friend(s).. =)
I just need somebody to help me get rid of this weirdo activity-- totally out..
but I went to my ex-primary school to collect my nephew n niece's report books.
It's kinda touching there..
The place is not changing at all..
Only a bit here and there..
The collection of report book is not that glamorous or whatsoever
and the theme is kinda so so.. "Thank You Father n Mother"
But when the times come I just feel sad..
Instead of their mother collects their report books, I was the one who collected them.
Perhaps it is just a nothing for me but in their point of view,
I am kinda sure that they are expecting their parents to come.. Either one, both are better.
To see some children with no parents are coming is so sad..
Pity them, I know what they feel, not exactly, but at least I know..
I think I am too despo already.
Finding courage to talk to my sister?
Talk to her about my problems.. bahxx..
after few minutes thinking, i have remove that silly idea from my mind..
my two brothers?
no hope..
They are supposed to be good examples?
issit easily get angry in traffic?
or.. punctuality?
I know I am not that perfect but at least I need a figure to follow.. at least, yeah..
My alternative way is to find a friend..
Just simply a single friend..
One enough..
who really wants to know me, talk to me..
shares with me.. and have fun together..
it is impossible to hang out daily but at least I have someone in my heart..
yeah.. to talk and think about..
how wonderful it is..
Maybe its true what my counselor said that guys are hardly answer directly
that's true..
It is not easy to ask those friends to hang out together..
and
I have no idea how to get a girl..
Sometimes I am too despo to think that no girl likes me..
but sometimes I think the other way round..
Haizz.. I wonder if there is one..
Really the one..
Someone who I like, and vice versa.
Im gonna plan my schedule for this week until having my way back to lovely Singapore
including doing essay..
reading novels..
locking myself in the room..
and..
finding friend(s).. =)
I just need somebody to help me get rid of this weirdo activity-- totally out..
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